I’m a huge freakn disappointment aren’t I. This is one of the posts where it’s self pleading wanting attention so don’t read it if you don’t want to or reply to it. I just tend to disappointment people left and right these days and making horrible decisions. WTF am I doing in life…why do I feel so efn emo like in middle school days….but yah WHY am i STILL on this freakn planet when I have no purpose faoijvan dksfal;kdjfvv watevers

Whyyyy do I have a midterm on Tues and two on Wed. Why is it going to rain the next few days. Why can’t I go play in the snow. Why is it a 3 day weekend. Why did I pull 3 straight allnighters. Why doesn’t 5 hour energy work for me. Whyyyy was today’s midterm mostly fill in the blank. Why can’t I focus on studying for tomorrows midterm. whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. THE END. 

dannnng forgot about this busyness

just going through my texts and for my bday:

Mom: H!  Josh. Happy B day!!! Mommy lLUV U mucho. 

akdfjl;akdfj miss my mom..miss my family..miss my friends. FUCK!!! THANKSGIVING Needs to hurry up and be here already.

Already Nov. 5…was supposed to actually start training on the 1st…actually..more like a year ago..fml..

2011 Goals That My Mom set for me.

SD Half Marathon-June 5

SF Half Marathon-July 25

LB Full Marathon-October ??

Ugh I haven’t ran in two years…I’m screwed….